Wednesday, December 23, 2009
good ol' times with gung
hmm.. i realized i haven't had any quirky conversations with any of my sisters for the past few months. well, until this afternoon actually. really, the things gung comes up with nowadays.
~after lunch~
kristine: migel, im bored!!
migel: play on the guitar then.
*gets guitar*
kristine: *starts singing* migeelll, IT'S her nameeee *giggle* IT'S her nameeee *giggle*
migel: *wondering why she's putting a huge emphasis on the word it's* um, gung, why are you singing like that?
kristine: *rolls eyes* migel, i'm saying "its" instead of "her"
migel: you're saying "it's her name"
kristine: exactly! IT'S her nameeee, IT'S her nameeeee
migel: kristine.. isn't it supposed to be "it's its name"?
kristine: yeah, that's what i was saying! IT'S her-- oh..
migel: LOL!!
kristine: it's its her name.. it's its her -- no wait, it's its name.... i don't want to play anymore.
~after dinner~
kristine: migel, christmas isn't about saving money, its about spending money!
migel: you idiot, christmas isn't supposed to be about spending money, it's supposed to be about having time with your family and spending it--
kristine: EXACTLY! spending.
migel: *speechless*
HAHAHAHA!
gosh, i haven't had a laugh like that in ages. ohhh kristine. kristine kristine. lol
1:09 AM
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
like a book
it's so inconvenient when your face can be read like a book and people can tell exactly what you're thinking. well, if they knew you well enough anyway. there are somethings you'd prefer to keep to yourself. like where the cookies are hidden. or if your sad. or you have the urge to say something that might hurt someone. or if you just happened to gobble down the last piece of cake reserved for your sister. see? these things are better if kept to yourself. there's also that saying that misery loves company but i'm not exactly fond of that saying. it's kind of selfish to make other people miserable just so you can have company you know? so, like i said before, i wish people couldn't read me like a book. i wish i could control my actions or facial expressions somehow but then again, i've never been any good with pretensions. i think i'd go crazy if people like edward or sookie (yes ming, i've started on trueblood! lol) were real and could actually read my mind. i like knowing there are a few things i can keep to myself.
i think i'll go and eat my secret stash of cookies now.
1:55 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
zzz's.. please?
uhh.. 1:34am. thesis. need. to. stay. awake.
im thinking of putting toothpicks under my eyelids just so it could win the battle against gravity. but who can beat gravity? no one i tell you. no one. maybe albert einstein. who knows. he's awesome. and superman. and god.
on a happier note, my christmas wish came true today! yes people, god really does answer prayers. thank you lord! wow, yes. :)
2:01am.
oh. it's break! bring out the mens health and 17 magazines. i shall go and ndtitanlady now. i must not sleep.
2:04 AM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Up Dharma Down
nothing like a good concert to bring your spirits up. :) i went to watch Up Dharma Down at jack's ridge today with khal. there was another group playing before Up Dharma Down came on (they didn't go on until like 10pm. i was falling asleep by then.. but let me tell you it was worth the wait) and they were playing all the gooood songs. like the songs at vina's debut. but the audience was.so.dead. UGH. they were literally emotionless, simply staring at the 2 girls and guy singing their hearts out on the stage. when i hear a song i know, its kinda hard to stop me from singing it soooooo just imagine me sitting all the way on the first row jerking erratically (its called moving to the beat okay? that's how i dance) to songs like ego, paparazzi and sweet dreams while the rest the people looked like apathetic zombies. i guess they were just waiting for Up Dharma Down because they were way more enthusiastic when they came on.
ooh ooh, but before i go on to the actual UDD band there was this guy before them who went on stage and got out... guess what -- a saxophone. oh.my.gee. then he started playing and i got goosebumps on my arms and my heart melted and i fell inlove with the saxophone (no, not the guy, he wasn't my type). yes, when you hear the saxophone in the "careless whisper" song its very disturbing, but really, the saxophone is such a sexy instrument. *awkward pause* okay, that didn't sound right. there's just something about the saxophone that's so soothing and relaxing. i gotta get me one of those. and of course a musician who knows how to play it.
so the Up Dharma Down band! though i was half-asleep i woke up when they finally went on. thanks to khal, i knew all their names properly. Ean the drummer was cute, Carlos the lead guitarist had freaky messy hair but was an awesome guitarist, Paul was the half-asleep cute looking bassist and Armi was the piano-playing leading vocalist. she was so pretty. well, i don't know how else to describe it: they were AWESOME. their songs were really different. and during the meet and greet afterwards, they loved my Snuffy Sesame Street Tshirt which made them even more awesome. i keep on saying awesome. im sorry, its 2am in the morning and im not exactly thinking coherently.
so if you haven't heard them check out their albums Fragmented and Bipolar! i will sleep now before i find myself drooling all over the keyboard.
good night!
2:02 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
held by a single strand
i try not to feel it. i push it aside and ignore it, hoping against hope it'll go away somehow... no matter how hard i try though, it's still there. the anger. gurgling just beneath the depths of my control. this is not like me. i don't get angry. when i do it takes but a span of 30 seconds till im okay again. but its there. relentless. inexorable. a persistent painful throb at the back of my mind. what's wrong with me. clueless as to what to do, i decided to write. its the next best thing to soccer when the need to vent out your feelings happens to arise.
*sigh* i need leprechaun therapy.
10:26 PM